chemiluminescent

I have been shamefully dead on this site. there are stories in my head. maybe i'll tell them to you someday, but not today.

againnn My last journal was what months ago? haha jeezus what's with that I guess it has something to do with the fact no one cares about my life except like, y'know, people who know my life Guys guys guess what I'm happy I wish I could slice up my happiness into six-some billion pieces and just, like, give it to everyone, everywhere because they deserve it more than I do if only it was that easy. I want to save the world but if given the power I think I would just fuck it up with good intentions, oh.

I feel crappyy and I don't know why, I just randomly got sick in the middle of the day. I came home and pretty much slept straight from 5 to 9 and i still feel tired and fuzzy and my ears are kind of pulsey and my jaw and throat and stomach hurts. I am regretting eating such a large blt. This doesn't really have anything to do with something of interest, but bitching makes me feel better. life isn't fun right now.